Doubts & Plummeting

This happens every time I finish something...

I plummet.

I was talking with a single friend of mine in our 'family' ward about how down in the dumps I have been lately...and she feels the same way. I've had a 'boyfriend' for three years...well, OK...a 'thesis' boyfriend. And now, I'm dumped. What I mean is I've relied on that for my source of companionship for the last 3 years, and now that it's completed, I feel like I'm all alone again, but this time, it feels way worse.

And it's a rut I can't get out of.

I wish somehow I could see the vision of the future that I've been told is ahead of me...but I just feel like it's not there, and never will be.

I'm totally doubtful.