Sunday, July 12, 2009
Yearnings...and doubts
I love holidays, but they are kind of hard for me. As always, I yearn to have a family of my own to celebrate them with. I enjoy reading people's blogs about their little families, I love celebrating with friends and families at their weddings, I am always excited to celebrate the holidays with those I love who have little families of their own... But at times it does get me down, doubting...will this ever happen-for ME? Doubts play a big role in my ability to be social and to go out and meet guys. Because my thinking always turns to--"I'm 32, still single, and never ever date...is there really someone out there still for me?" I'm not here to rant, and hopefully don't sound depressed...just wanted to say that I have yearnings and doubts...and would love someday, whenever God's timing is right, to have a little family of my own to celebrate with...
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Karen, you are an amazing women the deserves complete happiness. I believe you will find it soon! I will definately keep my eyes open for you! After reading your blog, it brought back some many of the feelings I had when I was trying and waiting to have children. It is so good that you are recording all of this. I wish I had done better with that.
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