Thoughts, snipets of emotions, struggles, and my joy in the journey of being single, yet hoping for my dream to come true of a little family of my own someday...
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
I remember now...
Sweet Lori and Jenny Beth. Reminded me that there are lots and lots of things that make me happy, and that I need to remember them. Two weeks ago I was in St George for Thanksgiving and my sister Shari and I were walking down an aisle at Superrr Targay....I peeked down the baby aisle and felt an ache in my wee heart. And I said to Shari, "Aw, I want a baby". And it got me thinking of how much I have in my life right now. How blessed I have been. How much I've been able to do. How full my life is. How much I need to not worry about the future and to just press on and be happy with ME. Where I'M at. What I'M doing. And just feel content. And that if it doesn't happen in the next year for me, or for the rest of my life...I'm content, and happy, with ME.
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I want you to be happy too and to be able to have a baby. I wish that I could instantly change this one thing for you and that you could have everything you want and need. You so deserve it! It just makes my heart ache over it for you! Its so hard to see your best friend hurt and there is nothing in your power to change it...that I dont have the capacity or means to do it! You mean everything to me and Im grateful you are in my life!!
Oh peanuts...I tried to visit awhile ago and found that I wasn't invited, as it was private. Just reading it now, and maybe my eyes are leaky. I wish you were a mommy right now so I could copy you, your are one of my favorite life mentors. And I adore you.
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