Abrasions

It's been a discouraging weekend. I seem to have really high highs, and really low lows. I'm hopeful, and then I'm doubtful. I think most of the time I am on the up-side...but weekends like these really get me down and discouraged. Just feeling lonely...and I hate that I do that.

I just need to trust.

I read this quote in my Book of Mormon today that I had written long ago in the footnotes...and it seemed to relate so much to me.

"It is in the daily abrasions that we find the imperfections in our own souls".

When I say it's been a discouraging weekend, it's just been one of those times where I feel like I'm not meeting anyone because I'm 'flawed'...or I have too many flaws for someone to want to be with.

I know in my brain that's not true...but telling it to my heart sometimes is way way too hard.

So my thought tonight is...I'm thankful that I do have these 'abrasion' weekends...because they help me to truly evaluate my life-and things I want to change and make better so that I am more ready for whenever he does come into my life....more ready for the future.